--->ItS LoVe MaKe It HuRt<----

losttinyouux @ 2005-04-02T16:47:00

2005-04-02T21:49:24Z

ITS RAINING

losttinyouux @ 2005-04-02T13:38:00

2005-04-02T18:44:47Z

pSsT-----> iTs rAiNinG

yAy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I EFFIN LOVVEE THE RAIN

DONT YOU?

losttinyouux @ 2005-03-31T12:03:00

2005-03-31T17:08:39Z

1). YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON): daisy wayne
2). YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (GRANDMOTHER'S FIRST NAME + FAVORITE SNACK FOOD): Carrie Chocolate

3). YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVORITE RESTAURANT): nowandlater firendlsy

4). YOUR FOREIGN NAME - (FAVORITE SPICE GIRL + LAST FOREIGN VACATION SPOT): poish beach

5). YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (SILLIEST CHILDHOOD NICKNAME + FIRST TOWN WHERE YOU PARTIED): uh..

6). YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (FIRST INITIAL + FIRST THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME): N.Nei

7). YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (FAVORITE ANIMAL + NAME OF HIGH SCHOOL): duck cinnaminson

8). YOUR BARFLY NAME - (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE + YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK): chockelet rasberryvodka
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9). YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (MIDDLE NAME + STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED): Amber Montague

10). YOUR ROCK STAR NAME - (FAVORITE CANDY + FAVORITE MUSICIAN'S LAST NAME): skittles mom

11). YOUR "POPULAR" NAME - (FAVORITE CELEBRITY'S FIRST NAME + BEST FRIEND'S STREET NAME): chad locast

12). YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (NAME OF [OPPOSITE SEX] FRIEND + CELL PHONE COMPANY YOU USE): kyle if i had one

losttinyouux @ 2005-01-16T13:42:00

2005-01-16T19:07:52Z

[The Basics]

Full name: Nicole Amber Neild
Date of birth: March 5, 1989
Gender: Gurl
Location: new jersey
Ethnicity: white
Zodiac sign: Pieces
Reason for taking survey: borrddd

[Going Deeper]

If any, name any phobias you have: uhh im kinda scared of the dark and bugs. eww
If you could come from any country that wasn't your own, what would it be: hawii
Do you drink: sometimes
Do you smoke: never
If so, when did you start smoking: ur mom
If any, what drugs have you done: none
Name every country that your Internet friends originate from or live in: united states
Now do the same for your family: why would i no this
Are you a junk food person or a healthy eater: junk foodownsyou
Living arrangements: i live in a house...like most people
Name any pets you have: dog
Siblings: 2 brothers
Do you like your school: hell no
What is your favourite class: uhh sci i guess
What is your least favourite: history
What genre of movie do you prefer: non scary ones. thanks
What movies from that genre do you like the most: non scary ones
Are you a gamer: no.
If so, what games do you play: none
What music genre do you listen to the most: uhh idk
Name some bands/artists you like: tbs julliana theory starting line dasshh u no the deal
If you could eliminate the existence of one band/artist, which one would you choose:snoop dog
Are you into self categorization? If so, what would you call yourself: uhhh im me?

[Favorites]

Time of the year: fall
Friends: uhh kyle
Family member: dog
Animal: ducks
Sweet food: chochlet.
Savoury food: chicken fingers.
Spicy food: ill pass
Country: hawii is thata country
Colour: pink
Sitcom: one tree hill
Cartoon: jimmy nuerton.
TV channel: mtv
Pastime: kyle
Drug: none
Fictional book: books who reads these days
Non-fictional book: whats the differnce
Romance movie: walk to remmber
Sci-fi movie: ur mom
Action movie: idk
Historical drama movie: wtf is that
Horror movie: tigger movie owns u
Music genre: rock
Artists from that genre: singer from tbs
Porno: one with ur mom
Anime: hate it
Magazine: 17
Games console: idk
Website: umm idk
Swear word: fuck.
Ice-cream flavour: ohhh snapp all ice creammmm iii looovvee icecreawm
Clothing brand, if any: pacsun uhhh a.e idk
Store: see above ha
Place to relax: uhh my bed?
Place to shop: the mall.
Place to party: ur house

[Beliefs & Opinions]

What is your opinion on...
The War on Terror: couldnt care less
Abortion: u kill ur baby u should be killed
The Illuminati: wtf is that
Capital Punishment: kill em!
Music/Movie Piracy: uhggg
Satanism: what ever floats ya boat
Communism: what is that
Child Abuse: suxs to be that kid
Rape: cut off there penis
Taxes: uhhh who cares
Christmas: owns u
Third World Debt: suxs to be that country
Smoking: terrible. if u want
The Iraq War & Saddam Hussein: suxs to be them.
Censorship: idk
National Socialism: i have no idea what these are.
Libertarianism: cool?
Democrats: idc
White Pride: w0ot wo0t!
White Power: uhh
Racism in general: if u want to
Feminism: we own u
People who use their cell phones during movies: who thinks of these things.
Gay Marriage: who are u to say who they can marry
Nuclear warfare: uhhgg duck for cover?.
Animal Testing: how about u let me test them on u save the aimanals! haha

Do you believe in...

God: yes
A counter-god, or devil: um nah
Reincarnation: sure
The Soul: yeah
Evolution: yeah
Angels: yes
Karma: yeah

Do you celebrate Christmas: yeah
How do you celebrate your birthday: well my mom usly gos insacne and decorats my hole huose. ur joulse
What is your religion: christian
Does your family have any special customs: no
Have you ever converted from another religion or atheism: nah
Are you a vegetarian: no

[Your Love Life]

Are you in a relationship right now: yes<3
Describe your current, or most recent relationship: ablsty amaving
Are you, or have you ever been in love: yes
What's your sexual orientation: straight
Are you, or do you plan on getting married: yeah
Do you believe in soul-mates: yeah
Do you think long-distance love is possible: yeah
Could you see yourself being unfaithful: uhhh answer this would get me in trouble
What do you notice about the opposite sex first: eyes
Biggest turn-ons: eyes
Biggest turn-offs: uhhh mean ppl
Taller or shorter than you: taller
Ever broken someone's heart: yeah
Has someone ever broken yours: yeah
Do/would you have children: yeah
Any relationship beliefs (such as Gorean philosophy, etc): nah

[Your Bad Side]

Do you steal, or have you stolen: haha maybe
If so, was it from a store or a person you know: uhh the cafe
Have you been intimate with someone else's significant other: uhhh no
Do you take advantage of other peoples' kindness: nah thats mean
Have you lied to your parents: who dosent
Do you get jealous easily: yes
Do you have a bad temper: uhh when i dont get what i want.
Have you ever made someone cry: yeah
Ever physically hurt someone: sike do i look mean?
Do you consider yourself racist: sometimes
Must you always seek vengeance: no

[This or That]

Alcohol or Marijuanna: alcohol.
Coca-Cola or Pepsi: coke
A quiet evening at home or a wild night out: night with kyle
Extreme intelligence or unbelievable beauty: integince
A permanent, stable relationship or an insane sex life: permanent stable relationship
Christmas without gifts, or Christmas without everything else: chitstiams wit out gifts
Rock or Rap: rock
The ability to fly or the ability to be invisible: fly
Hearing or seeing: seeing
Depression or anxiety: anzitey
Immortality without the ability to die, or mortality: who cares.
Death by freezing, or burning: freezing.
Death by suffocation or being stabbed: stabbed.
Lots of acquaintances or a few close friends: a few close friends.
To be a singer or an actor/actress: sing
Eternal day or eternal night: night
X-Ray vision or psychic abilities: psychic
Sweet or savoury: sweet.
To never sleep or to never eat: never sleep.
To eat as much as you want or to sleep as much as you want: sleep.
World domination or infinite knowledge of all things: world domination
Britney Spears or Christina Aquilera: fucking hoes
Bush or Kerry: whocares
To enslave or to be enslaved: enslave
To resort to cannibalism or to die: is that eating people?

[Have You Ever Been Called]

Bitch: yeah
Bastard: no
Beautiful: yeah
Talented: yeah
A waste of space: nah
Liar: yeah
Geek: yeah
Nerd: yeah
Loser: yeah
Peculiar: nah
Intelligent: yeah
Skinny: yes
Fat: no
Pretty: yeah
Preppy: yeah
Goth: nah
Emo: yeah
Grunger: nah
Fiend: nah
Innovative: nah
Weirdo: yes
Stupid: yeah
Retarded: nah
Annoying: yes
Freak: nah
Brat: yeah
Minger: nah
Cute: yeah
Interesting: yeah
Boring: nah
Slut: yeah
Whore: nah
Whoreface: nah
Skank: nah
Asshole: yeah
Shitface: nah
Ugly: yeah
Disgusting: nah
Shithead: nah
Cock: nah
Tit: nah
Twat: nah

[Totally Random]

Tell us the first thing you'd do with a million dollars: hit up the mall
Why is the sky blue: because it wouldnt look right as any other color. duh
Do you consider yourself to be romantic: uhh idk
What's the best thing somebody has ever said about you: umm idk kyle says alot of good stuff
What do you think of P.E.T.A: who cares
What do you think of South Park: eh it used to be good
Is religious fundamentalism a good idea: i dont know
Do you like candles: yeah
Do you think emo people are idiots: no
Do you think goths are idiots: yes
Do you think people who take ridiculously long surveys are idiots: no
Do you believe men and women are truly equal: sike we own u
Do you read books very much: no
Do people consider you to be a bookworm: no.
Describe your mother: psyho and anoying
What's one thing you would change about your body: uhhh shorter
Would you kill one child to save the lives of 1000 children: yes
What one thing would a person have to do to deserve death: taking my icecream
The most romantic thing somebody's ever done for you: uhhgg brendan used to sing me cute songs?
Do you use IRC: whats that lol
Do you use bittorrent: no
What P2P programs do you use: no
Have you ever skydived: no
List three things you want to do before you die: swinm with dolfpins sleep in a water bed and say good byue
The world ends and you can only save three people and yourself. Who would you save: kyle and my mom and dad
If you could kick anyone's ass, who would it be: uhhh haha lots of ppl
If you could sleep with anyone in the world, who would it be: umm idk
Are you bored of this survey yet: chayea
What is the meaning of life: ur gonna die any way so what ever u want

good bye 2004

2005-01-02T23:45:21Z

one more year gonee. 2004 prbly hass been the most meobelable year like ever. I made some of my BEST FRIENDS this year. . they are amazing amd very strong people and i love them to death. {{melis Cyn Sara Joy}}. I found the love of my life this year to. Kyle. wo0t w0ot hes amazing. Best thing that happened to me. He makes me happy. Hes helping me grow. helping Me find Me. Something ive done alot this year. I found so much out about my self. things i never new. Kinda weride not noing things about your self right? I found out that i ablsty notihng like my mom. I cant talk to people to there faces about how i feel. and i adviod doing it just so i dont feel dum or have to see how theyll recact I am very shy. I get indamted way to easy. I get attached to fast. mah fav color is pink. I like the person that i am. I wanna be a marine biogist when i grow up. My hair is kinda red. I learned not to go by what other people tell you but to find out for your self. I learned u should always try things aleast once . i learned people are not always what they seem. and people will lie right to ur face and wont care. i learned people that u once love and ardored will evelty slip away and thers nothing u can do about it. and there are those speical people in ur life that u should hold on to them because there will only be a few. and to let the little things slide because they could escaltate into sumthing big and u could loose the one you love. i learned that things are NEVER what they seem. and i realized id be lost with out my best friends. i love you gurls

I spent new years eve with my baby. and i realzied that i ablsty love my life the way it is. i couldnt be happyer(sp) i love my family and my friends and then theres kyle. My second half. i confinded in him. hes so caring and sweet. and i no we fight sumtimes. but the "i love yous" and "shes mah gurl" are ALL worth it. i would spend every day with him if i could. when were toghter the world stops. and nothing matters. it dosent matter how im doing in school. or if my room is clean or what im wearing. hes my esacape. some times he just amazes me. how could i love some one so much. how could some one care about me this much. hes such an amazing person and i just wish he could just realize how great he realy is.

ight well mah grilled cheese and grape soda is callinggg

x0 cole

losttinyouux @ 2004-12-12T13:20:00

2004-12-12T18:42:44Z

ya so ummm yesterday was sum what of a bad day. me and kyle got into this thing that if he gos to philly and drinks that he "might" cheat on me and he dosent want to hurt me. im sry but no gurl wants to hear that u "might" cheat on them. i mean even if u were thinking that i think i would of rather not of none it. would of saved me a lot of worrys. theres gonna bet his constand nagging now in the bac of my head every time he gos to philly "is he drinking?" "will he cheat on me?" " is he gonna break my heart?" I feel so vonorable. one mistake on his part will send me crashing down. ill have to start over and pick up the pieces again. and some how try to put my self bac toghter again. i have no idea what i would do right now if i loose him. i need him in my life. he is a must. he picks me up when i fall. he is there when no one else is. he gives me that oh so need uncondatioal love. some times you just need to be held and have no worrys and no that some one does care bout you and does love you.i dont think id be this scared if i didnt ablsty truely love him. he came into my life and swooped me up off the ground and fixed my broken heart. he let me no that not every one in this world is gonna hurt you. I gave you my heart. Please dont brake it

losttinyouux @ 2004-12-03T16:23:00

2004-12-03T21:43:09Z

HAVE YOU EVER.........
Eaten sushi: no
Gotten hyper: yes
Been dumped: yea
Eaten an entire pizza by yourself: no
Gotten in a car accident: no
Watched The Smurfs: ya
Hiked a mountain: haha no
Stayed home on a Saturday/Friday night just because: ya who hasnt
Made home-made cookies (from scratch): omg there so good

THIS OR THAT.........
Cold or hot: hot
Lace or satin: satin
New or old: New
Roses or daises: roses
chocolate or ice cream : chocolate omg
Winter or Fall: fall!
Summer or Spring: spring
Science or history: science
Math or English: english

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE.......
Food: chicken fingerw
Animal: ducks
color(s)- pink
Number- 8
Band(s)/Singer(s)/Rapper(s): tbs
Song(s): brandnew faliure by design
TV Show: laguna beach
Movie(s):stepmom
Disney movie(s): fox and the hound
Season: fall
Subject: science

YOUR FRIENDS...............
Who is your funniest friend:emlis defty meis
who do you call the most: i dont realy call any one but i talk to kyle brendan don melis cydni and sara like all the time
you know the best: bren,melis,cydni
Who do you make fun of the most: brendan
Makes fun of you the most: idk
Loudest: melis
Laughs the most:me melis sara and cydni

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU.......
Had a serious talk: yes
Hugged someone: yes
Got along with your parents: sike
Got along with your sibling(s): hell no
Fought with a friend: no
Been depressed: yesterday i was but ya no i gots bffs like whoa!
cried : yep

DO YOU LIKE TO.......
Walk in the Rain: omh yes
Give hugs: sure
Dance: kinda
Sing: umm maybe

OTHER STUFF........
If you got a tattoo what would it be?: lil heart by my hi[
Ever had that falling dream: no
Do your parents ever make you mad: when dont they
What is your favorite saying?: sike, ohh snap... the devil lolol
Who do you want the most right now?: i want my blanket dose that count

A - Act your age - no
B - Bestfriend - friend? nah see igot best friendS
C - Chore you hate - i only have one so
D - Dad's name- ray
E - Evening Snack - icecream
F - Favorite actor - um...Idk...
G - Gold or silver -gold
H - Homie - melis cyndi
I - Instruments you play - None..
K - Kids - nope
L - Living arrangements - a house
M - Mom's name - diane
N - Number of people you're friends with - hold on lemme count
O - Overnight hospital stays - none
P - Phobia - bugs eww
Q - Quote you like - idk really know..
R - Religious affiliation?- Catholic
S - Sibling - keith and kyle
T - Time you wake up?- 620
U - Unique habit - i dont have one
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - who eats those
W - Worst habit - idk
X - X-rays you've had - lots
Y - Yummy food you make - any thing that can go in the micorwave
Z - Zodiac Sign - Pisces

do questions!
// do you believe in love at first sight? sure
// do you get along with your parents? for the second time no
// do you think about suicide? no
// do you drink? sum times
// do you do drugs? no
// do you smoke? no
/ do you think you have multiple personalities? nosry

have questions!
// have you ever smoked? no
// have you ever done drugs? no
// have you ever drank alcohol? yes
// have you ever used someone? no
// have you ever been used? yup
// have you ever wanted something you couldn't have?of course

last questions!
// last time you cried? yesterday
// last movie you rented? idk
// last movie you bought?who nos
// last song you listened to? brandnew
// last song you downloaded? tryed downloading bowwow my baby cause brendan likes to send me songs like that but it didnt work
// last tv show you watched? lol lilo and stich
// last person you talked to: kyle
// last person you went to eat out with: mcdolandswit my love melis
// last person you yelled at: my brother
// last person you called: kyle
// last person who called you: kyle
// last person who made you smile? l;unch today was pretty funny
// last person who made you laugh? melis
// are you currently in love? ya
// first crush: lol idk
// favorite romantic spot:belly

wwhooaa u no ur bord when u sit here and do thse lol

melsi cydni and sara
woo love u gurls

<33 kyle smtih ily

losttinyouux @ 2004-11-28T13:43:00

2004-11-28T18:52:26Z

tbbss was amazing yesterday!!!! ohh man it was awesome we were right agasint the fencee practy

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold/underline the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold/underline is false.
4. Add one about yourself at the end.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin.
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I love clothes, accessories & gettin my hair done.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
20. I'm really, really smart.
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I own a 90's pop CD
26. I need money right now!
27. I love sushi.
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning.
30. I have semi-long hair.
31. I still love my ex.
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I have brown eyes
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I've had.
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single.
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone.
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my online journal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis.
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
71. I want to have children in the future.
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything.
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing an ex boyfriend within the next day
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes.
81. I am online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the South Park movie.
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played, "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music.
89. I want to beat Britney Spears with a rock for over an hour
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals, and all.
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex.
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s
101. I haven't showered in two days. . . and I like it.
102. I'd rather be in Germany than anywhere else.
103. I'm obsessed with getting manicures/pedicures
104. I want to visit Italy either for the first time or again...
105. I'm one of those types who is easily amused; the stupidest of things can make me laugh.
106. I have cried in the last week.
107. I have flirted with someone I didn't like just to get something out of it.
108. I like at least 3 British Comedy tv shows.
109. I've lived in one place for more than 10 years
110. I have overslept and missed my classes
111. I've been on TV
112. I listen to music no matter what I'm doing.
113. I yell at the tv when I watch sports
114. I miss being homeless
115. I am obsessed with WB dramas
116. I was in a situation where I almost died.
117. I think that Burger King has the best burgers
118. I get lost very easily.
119. I hate working with other people.
120. I am obsessed with Veronica Mars
121. I have no will power and I can't say no to a cute boy.
122. I am in love.
123. I LOVE to cuddle

xox cole

happy turkey day

2004-11-25T23:48:29Z

Its weride looking back on it now. How could one person mean so much to me? You had me at my all time lows. Yet at my all time highs. You brought smiles to my face and at the same tmie tears to my eyes. You gave me condfince yet made me question my self. You were there threw the good times and the bad. You were there when i was right. and stood by my side even when we both new i was rong. Sum of the unforgetable moments in my life were with you. you were there when i just needed sum one to listen. And when i just needed sum one to fall bac on. You tought me to be happy wit w h o i a m. You let me be me. i ran to you when things didnt go my way. You taught me life isnt fair. and that people will take my love for granit. You showed me that people will take ur heart and brake it. you showed me how it feels to get your heart broken. over and over again. you showed me how it feels to be a fool in love. i will never let my self trust sum one ever again the way i trusted you. I confinded in you. I just didnt want you i needed you. I relied on you. I held you so close my heart. I held you so close as if u would brake. Yet you didnt care. you said what i needed to hear. You told me what i wanted to hear to keep me happy. And youve keept me here long enuff. Im tired of these games. Im tired of geting my heart broken and im tired of this uneeded pain. I will always keep you close to my heart. you will always be speical to me. I wont ever forget you. Or this pain you caused me. In the ended i no that i have loved you. and ive f i n a l y l e t y o u g o . . . . .

losttinyouux @ 2004-11-22T16:18:00

2004-11-22T21:18:52Z

whhhatt new journal lol

ima thinking i acty will keep this one since cydni bohn made it pretty!

[ Current Clothes ] jeans and a pink fox raceing shirt
[ Current Mood ] mad
[ Current Music ] the starting line-up and go
[ Current Taste ] COOKIES!
[ Current Make-up ] just got out of the shower so no.
[ Current Hair ] short and needs to grow
[ Current Annoyance ] its cold in here
[ Current Smell ] cookise
[ Current Favorite Artist ] taking back sunday.....5 more days till there concert!
[ Current Desktop Picture ] me cyn and melis on red day!
[ Current Book you're reading ] book? who dose that
[ Current CD in CD Player] eminem tbs hoobastank and umm thats it
[ Current DVD in player] peter pan!
[ Current Color Of Toenails ]pink...ofcourse
[ Current Refreshment ] red cool aid
[ Current Worry ] no worrys is the way to go

LAST PERSON...
[ You Touched ] matt kelly lol
[ You Talked to ]mylovess kyle<3
[ You Hugged ]kyle
[ You Instant messaged ] kyle
[ You Yelled At ] my dog. kyle
[ You Kissed ]kyle...lol

FAVORITE...
[ Food ] pbandj
[ Drink ] ice tea
[ Color ] pink
[ Shoes ] mah black dcs
[ Candy ] pixisticks!
[ Animal ] ducks!
[ TV Show ] laugna beach
[ Movie ] step mom
[ Dance ] dance? who dose that
[ Song ] bulid me up butter cup!
[ Vegetable ] who eats those
[ Fruit ] sick
[ Cartoon ] whinnethepooh!

ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] if i liek u
[ Open-minded ] ehh no
[ Arrogant ] what ever that means
[ Insecure ] who isnt
[ Interesting ] i guess?
[ random ] maybe
[ Hungry ] no
[ Friendly ] yes.
[ Smart ] sumtimes
[ Moody ] not realy
[ Childish ] ya
[ Independent ] no
[ Hard working ] eh.
[ Organized ] no
[ Healthy ] i can run once around the track in 2 mins dose that count?
[ Emotionally Stable ]i woukld say so
[ Shy ] yes defty around ppl i dont no
[ Difficult ] yes
[ Attractive ] idk
[ Bored Easily ] yes
[ Messy ] easyer to find things when there on the floor
[ Thirsty ] nope
[ Responsible ] i guess
[ Obsessed ] not realy
[ Angry ] yes.
[ Sad ] no.
[ Happy ] yes<3
[ Hyper ] all the time
[ Trusting ] yes
[ Talkative ] sumtimes

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] hahah im not mean sry
[ Slap ] lots of pppl
[ Get Really Wasted With ] haha meliss CRICKETS ahhh lolol
[ Get High With ] sry i dont smoke
[ Look Like ] me<3
[ Talk To Offline ] kyle
[ Talk To Online ]i talk to bren alot on line
[ My Name Is ] nicole
[ In The Morning I Am ] awatke?
[ All I Need Is ] kylesmith<3 and melis cydni and sara of course
[ Love Is ] ironic
[ I'm Afraid of ] bugs the dark and bugs that come out in the dark and that bum that lives behing my house
[ I Dream About ] fish

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .
[ Pictured your crush naked? ] yes
[ Actually seen ur crush naked ] yes
[ Been in love ] yes.
[ Cried when someone died ] ehh no
[ Lied ] id admit it i lie every day

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[ Coke or pepsi ] coke
[ Flowers or candy] flowers
[ Tall or short ] tall

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do u notice first?] eyes
[last person u slow danced with] kyle
[worst question to ask] there's alot of bad questions.

-W H O-
[makes u laugh the most?] melis cydni and sara
[makes you smile] kyle
[gives u a funny feeling when u see them] kyle
[who do you have a crush on?] kyle
[has a crush on u?] kyle lol
[is easiest to talk to] brendan

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?] yes and then i talked to them till like 4 lol cause im just speical like that
[save aol/aim conversations] haha yes
[wish u were a member of the opposite sex] no not reawly
[cried because of someone saying something to you] yes.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]yep
[been rejected] yes
[rejected someone] yes
[used someone] no
[been cheated on] yes
[done something you regret]no regets

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone] ddint
[hugged] we
[you instant messaged]already
[you laughed with] do this

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes] nope
[obsessive] see above cause i already answered this
[could u live without the computer?] no.
[color ur hair] nope
[ever get off the damn computer] no. hah.
[habla espanol]how dose that
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] peeps? i got ppl on mines sry
[drink alchohol?] HAHA no
[like watching sunrises or sunset] yes.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?] emotional.

-N U M B E R-
of times I have had my heart broken?: 1.
of guys I have kissed?: umm how counts
of girls I have kissed?: haha 2
of continents I have lived in?: 1
of tight friends?: like 5
of cd's that I own?: way too many.
of scars on my body?: alot.
of things in my past that I regret?: nothing.

I KNOW: alot.
I WANT: get out of here
I HAVE: brow eyes
I WISH: i could get my belly button picfres
I HATE: being cold
I MISS: morgan
I FEAR: bugs and the dark
I HEAR: water
I WONDER: how they get the paper inside christmass balls
I REGRET: for the 3 time nothing.
I LOVE: lots of ppl but one in particlar<3
I ACHE: ur mom bitch
I CARE: about ppl
I ALWAYS: say bac jack
I AM NOT: fat
I DANCE: like never
I SING: all the time
I CRY: like never
I DO NOT ALWAYS: spell right lol.
I FIGHT: wit my mom like every day
I WRITE: bad
I CONFUSE: ur mom
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: im wit ky alot these days
I NEED: a blanket
I AM HAPPY: alot.
I SHOULD HAVE: brung home my sci book

wow defty lots of ?

ight my and joy are going out byess

xox cole